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INTRODUCTION
ASALAM O ALIKUM! MY NAME IS ASIF RAZA BANGASH.I LIVE IN K.D.A KOHAT.I AM BASICALLY FROM KHADIZAI,A SMALL VILLAGE WHICH IS 13 KMs NORTH OF DISTT KOHAT.I AM EARNING MY LIVING IN DUBAI FOR ABOUT 8 YEARS.I AM COORDINATOR IN A MULTI NATIONAL COMPANY "SAUDI CABLES".I AM A LIBERAL MAN.SWIMMING AND NET SURFFING IS MY HOBBIES.THANK YOU FOR VISITING MY WEB SITE.WISH U A FRUITFUL VISIT TO THIS SITE.
QOUTATION WHICH CHANGHES MY LIFE
"WORLD IS FULL OF THOSE WHO THOUGHT THIS WORLD CAN NOT RUN WITHOUT THEM,THEY WERE SADLY MISTAKEN BECAUSE IT IS STILL RUNNING EVEN IN AMORE BEFITTING MANNER WITHOUT THEM".Mohan Das Gandhi
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ALL ABOUT MY WORDS OF VOICES
Sunday, September 13, 2009 at 9:02pm Imagine living in 'THIS' world without sound. Have you ever imagined how it would be? One has to be in the situation to understand how it feels....
I was a healthy baby and fourth child of a happy family. I still have a vague memories of my child hood most of them after I turned 5 and started understanding & gasping the world around me. I still remember my parent’s voice; how my mom spoke kindly to me to express her love, my sister helped me out from every trouble & understood my problems. How my brothers cheered me up & played with me even though I was too young to play with them.
I joined school at the age of five & a new sunny chapter of my life began, got to know a lot of other people who never existed in my life before. I found new friends and understood a very pure relationship called “friendship”. I found new guardians who showed me the right part of knowledge called teachers. Every thing was so perfect until I fell ill at the age of six .I remember complaining to my mum of neck pain & fever. She took me to the doctor & I found out that I was suffering from a disease called MUMPS. I felt that my neck started swelling abnormally. Doctor prescribed me some medicines. That day after coming home I had my medicines dosage & went to sleep.
I woke up in the morning it was a Saturday morning like in my normal routine, I switched on the TV and I couldn’t hear the TV. I turned up the volume to the max; still couldn’t hear the TV. I switched channel but all in vain.
I spoke to my self I couldn’t hear my own voice’s panicky, I was out of my senses, for a minute I looked like I was dreaming. I couldn’t believe this, I went to my mum’s room knocked hard but couldn’t hear anything she said something to me & I just repeatedly(without trying to understand what my mum was saying) kept on saying I can’t hear any thing. What should I do?
My mother was very worried and couldn’t understand what was happening. She took me to the doctor’s straight away & the doctor was also very amazed because it was a very strange case. My entire test’s were done & I was told to rest at home & collect the report the following Monday.
As a child my feelings were very immature & and I was not able to handle the situation. I couldn’t understand what happened to me suddenly. I couldn’t handle the situation, my mother’s worried face still had a hope for my listening power to come back & I unable to handle the situation spend the two days quietly in my room; my problem was such that I didn’t wanted to & also didn’t know how to handle the situation myself or how to communicate? My world was dark.
As time went by and after countless checkups’ .Me & my family started accepting the fact that it was fate & I might never be able to hear again. The doctor admitted of making a mistake of giving me the wrong medicine, but still didn’t know what had actually happened due to medicine.
My family accepted me as I am now and I started walking on the road to recovery. Another troublesome part of my journey was school. No communication with the teachers left me shattered and in despair. Neither my teachers understand me nor did I. There was a big communication gap between us. My mother & family could see my depression & they had theirs. My mother eyes showed a big murky for me .How I would stand up for myself in the long run of life? How I would be a successful person? How will I find the road to success?
God works in his very strange ways, we never could have thought of anyway out when a ray of sunshine came. My Dad found a speech therapist who gave me classes’ on how to understand lip reading. From that day onwards I got my life back.
In a very short span of time I was able to understand people by lip-reading. I didn’t need to depend on others, I understood what teacher said; my bonding with friends was even stronger and I was getting my life back. My family’s support was always there for me and with their love and support I completely got to grip again.
Today I stand before you, as a complete person with the entire qualities one have. With a strong will power, as strong as a tornado. I am ready to face anything strongly.
And as the time passed away I realized what ever God do, he do it for the betterment of person.....
Sometimes I wonder what the sound of the birds will be like. As I meet new people, I wonder how there voice will be .As times past sounds have faded away in my memory. but now I have my own voices in side my brain and those are the voices of my heart.... which are pure and are totally mine... I rather call them "MY WORLD OF VOICES”. In which every thing has its own voice and I just listen to my hearts.
My God is always with me, I know he has already selected a destination for me and I just have to listen to my heart in order to achieve that. and I thank God that he has given me words to explain myself....
the feeling that I am a selected one from God makes me feel special now. He blessed me with bunch of amazing people, my family my friends they all make me feel strong. Exactly like any other person in this world....
personal note:
It’s all about my world of voices...
Every individual has his/her voice which I make my self and it comes from my heart....
Depending upon how I feel about a person/....
And what ever I do in this world comes directly from my heart and I am not at all distracted or influenced by outer world.... Unlike other people
Who’s internal voice have been faded or is buried in there heart because the external world has taken over them
And that is y I feel that I am the chosen one....
I was a healthy baby and fourth child of a happy family. I still have a vague memories of my child hood most of them after I turned 5 and started understanding & gasping the world around me. I still remember my parent’s voice; how my mom spoke kindly to me to express her love, my sister helped me out from every trouble & understood my problems. How my brothers cheered me up & played with me even though I was too young to play with them.
I joined school at the age of five & a new sunny chapter of my life began, got to know a lot of other people who never existed in my life before. I found new friends and understood a very pure relationship called “friendship”. I found new guardians who showed me the right part of knowledge called teachers. Every thing was so perfect until I fell ill at the age of six .I remember complaining to my mum of neck pain & fever. She took me to the doctor & I found out that I was suffering from a disease called MUMPS. I felt that my neck started swelling abnormally. Doctor prescribed me some medicines. That day after coming home I had my medicines dosage & went to sleep.
I woke up in the morning it was a Saturday morning like in my normal routine, I switched on the TV and I couldn’t hear the TV. I turned up the volume to the max; still couldn’t hear the TV. I switched channel but all in vain.
I spoke to my self I couldn’t hear my own voice’s panicky, I was out of my senses, for a minute I looked like I was dreaming. I couldn’t believe this, I went to my mum’s room knocked hard but couldn’t hear anything she said something to me & I just repeatedly(without trying to understand what my mum was saying) kept on saying I can’t hear any thing. What should I do?
My mother was very worried and couldn’t understand what was happening. She took me to the doctor’s straight away & the doctor was also very amazed because it was a very strange case. My entire test’s were done & I was told to rest at home & collect the report the following Monday.
As a child my feelings were very immature & and I was not able to handle the situation. I couldn’t understand what happened to me suddenly. I couldn’t handle the situation, my mother’s worried face still had a hope for my listening power to come back & I unable to handle the situation spend the two days quietly in my room; my problem was such that I didn’t wanted to & also didn’t know how to handle the situation myself or how to communicate? My world was dark.
As time went by and after countless checkups’ .Me & my family started accepting the fact that it was fate & I might never be able to hear again. The doctor admitted of making a mistake of giving me the wrong medicine, but still didn’t know what had actually happened due to medicine.
My family accepted me as I am now and I started walking on the road to recovery. Another troublesome part of my journey was school. No communication with the teachers left me shattered and in despair. Neither my teachers understand me nor did I. There was a big communication gap between us. My mother & family could see my depression & they had theirs. My mother eyes showed a big murky for me .How I would stand up for myself in the long run of life? How I would be a successful person? How will I find the road to success?
God works in his very strange ways, we never could have thought of anyway out when a ray of sunshine came. My Dad found a speech therapist who gave me classes’ on how to understand lip reading. From that day onwards I got my life back.
In a very short span of time I was able to understand people by lip-reading. I didn’t need to depend on others, I understood what teacher said; my bonding with friends was even stronger and I was getting my life back. My family’s support was always there for me and with their love and support I completely got to grip again.
Today I stand before you, as a complete person with the entire qualities one have. With a strong will power, as strong as a tornado. I am ready to face anything strongly.
And as the time passed away I realized what ever God do, he do it for the betterment of person.....
Sometimes I wonder what the sound of the birds will be like. As I meet new people, I wonder how there voice will be .As times past sounds have faded away in my memory. but now I have my own voices in side my brain and those are the voices of my heart.... which are pure and are totally mine... I rather call them "MY WORLD OF VOICES”. In which every thing has its own voice and I just listen to my hearts.
My God is always with me, I know he has already selected a destination for me and I just have to listen to my heart in order to achieve that. and I thank God that he has given me words to explain myself....
the feeling that I am a selected one from God makes me feel special now. He blessed me with bunch of amazing people, my family my friends they all make me feel strong. Exactly like any other person in this world....
personal note:
It’s all about my world of voices...
Every individual has his/her voice which I make my self and it comes from my heart....
Depending upon how I feel about a person/....
And what ever I do in this world comes directly from my heart and I am not at all distracted or influenced by outer world.... Unlike other people
Who’s internal voice have been faded or is buried in there heart because the external world has taken over them
And that is y I feel that I am the chosen one....
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